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Harlan Coben

I Will Find You

Harlan CobenFiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2023

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Part 3, Chapter 33-EpilogueChapter Summaries & Analyses

Part 3, Chapter 33 Summary

Max receives a call from Lauren at the Boston Criminal Investigations Unit: She has checked the DNA presumed to be Matthew’s, but it doesn’t match any missing children. Suddenly, they receive a report that David just left the hospital where Cheryl works.

Pixie remembers meeting Theo five years ago. She has since protected Hayden from consequences, even lying about Theo’s paternity (David). She fears if he knew the truth, he might try to return Theo and ruin the family’s reputation. Pixie reflects on the subjective nature of morality—especially when family is involved—and thinks Hayden should leave the country with Theo.

Max and Sarah are on their way to question Cheryl when Lauren calls: The battered boy found in Matthew’s bedroom wasn’t related to David. Max confronts Cheryl with this fact, and she is stunned. She insists Matthew was David’s son, so he must be alive.

Part 3, Chapter 34 Summary

David and Rachel go through Hayden’s photographs of the Merton Pharmaceuticals trip to Six Flags—none of which contain Matthew. They decide to see Tom and Irene, who took the original photograph.

The narrative switches to Hayden’s perspective. In the past, he had been looking for a decoy to replace Matthew and found the perfect candidate in a Balkan orphanage funded by his family—Theo, a boy with a fatal genetic condition. He spent a fortune to keep Theo alive and free of pain, to justify his eventual murder. When Theo was dying, Hayden put a sedative in David’s drink, dressed Theo in Matthew’s clothes, sedated Theo, and finally killed him. He never wanted to harm David, to whom he is grateful for parenting Matthew—his new Theo. Afterward, he doubted Theo’s paternity. Hayden confessed to Pixie, who arranged a false paternity test and assured him that Theo is his son. In the present, she tells him to get Theo out of the country. He agrees to leave in the morning.

Part 3, Chapter 35 Summary

David and Rachel break into the home of Tom and Irene Longley, where Irene is present. David shows his gun and forces her to show her Six Flags photographs. She is terrified, but his need to find his son is stronger than his guilt. He and Rachel find the original photograph of Matthew, and she recognizes the class ring on the hand that rests on Matthew’s shoulder as Hayden’s.

Part 3, Chapter 36 Summary

Max and Sarah debate Law Versus Justice. He now believes David is innocent, and that the people who broke the law to help him may have been justified. He wants to know the truth and ensure justice is served. Sarah argues that although the justice system is flawed, social stability depends on it. She tells Max to pursue justice within the system. They then learn David broke into Irene’s home and held her at gunpoint.

David and Rachel drive toward the Payne estate, knowing Irene will call the police on them. Rachel suggests calling the police themselves, and telling them about Hayden and Matthew. David argues that the police will never issue a warrant on wealthy people like the Paynes; furthermore, the Paynes could harm Matthew. Rachel calls Hayden and asks if he can answer questions about the photographs he sent her. She lets David out of the car near the Payne estate before meeting Hayden at the front door.

Part 3, Chapter 37 Summary

Pixie’s security chief Stephano informs her that Rachel is at the Payne estate. He proposes forcing her to reveal David’s location, and then killing the two. Pixie agrees, deciding there is no other way to protect her family from Hayden’s crimes. Meanwhile, Hayden greets Rachel, and she realizes he has always been evil; she simply ignored this darkness because he saved her from assault and she found his wealth exciting. The two go for a walk, and Hayden claims his wealth is evidence of his morality. Rachel says she knows he has Matthew and shares David’s theory—that she and Hayden naturally connected after his rescue of her, but he became obsessed. He snaps that she should be grateful. She replies that she is, but they should not have covered up her near-assault. As for Matthew, Rachel guesses Hayden paid off Berg Reproductive to use his sperm for her child (rather than Cheryl’s). He admits he believed a child would further connect them. However, when Cheryl became pregnant, he still wanted to parent a child he believed was his. Rachel asks Hayden to return Matthew, as the Paynes could easily cover up his kidnapping. He responds with scorn, and David emerges from nearby bushes, having heard everything.

Part 3, Chapter 38 Summary

Hayden flees to Matthew’s room, and David follows. Hayden holds Matthew hostage. Pixie arrives and tells David that the police will never believe him. He notices Matthew no longer looks frightened, but thoughtful. When Hayden mentions Matthew’s paternity, David notices Pixie’s expression and deduces she faked Hayden’s paternity test. Hayden asks her if this is true. She says she had to fake the test to prevent him from returning Matthew and ruining the family’s reputation. Pixie tells him to take “Theo” and leave the country. However, Matthew refuses to leave. He turns to David and says he knows David is his father. Suddenly, the police break in and shoot David.

Part 3, Epilogue Summary: “Eight Months Later”

David recovers from his gunshot wounds, and he and Matthew attend Lenny’s funeral. He spent three months in prison before being exonerated with Max’s help. He and Rachel are dating, and he and Cheryl share custody of Matthew—who is happy to be back with his real family. Pixie and Hayden escaped justice by paying off people, but when Nicky hears about this, he takes unspecified justice into his own hands.

Part 3, Chapter 33-Epilogue Analysis

As the novel comes to a close, both David and Hayden describe their pursuit of Matthew as a rescue. Hayden kidnaps Matthew because his definition of fatherhood is based on genetics—which reads more as narcissism than genuine love. Likewise, he claims wealth reflects morality, when genuine love is what determines this. This sentiment implies he is more in love with the idea of having rescued Rachel, an objectively moral act, than her herself. As for David, he once considered genetics important, and the idea of donor sperm emasculating. However, when he learns Cheryl did seek donor sperm, he realizes biology doesn’t make Matthew his son—their bond does. With that said, the entitled Hayden fails as a father: He and Matthew are distant, due to the latter being hidden away at a boarding school, and the boy ultimately identifies David as his father—the man who fulfilled his role as a father. While David overcomes the rigid expectations associated with manhood, Hayden embodies several of these expectations. Power in the form of violence and wealth is often seen as masculine. Until recently, Rachel saw Hayden’s own violence and wealth, his darkness, as exciting, but now recognizes it as destructive.

By refusing to let Hayden confess to his crimes, Pixie protects him and the family’s reputation—perpetuating their collective darkness. Like Nicky, she is willing to kill for her family. However, she knows Hayden is equally capable of violence—this being the case with Evan Tyler and the original Theo—and genuinely wishes to protect Matthew from his potential wrath. While Hayden tried to act as a father to “Theo,” their connection is tenuous, based on “genetics.” His use of the original Theo mirrors his granduncle Bennett’s “rescue” of orphans to cover up crimes. While Nicky abhors child murder, like Hayden and Bennett, he justifies his other, less moral values as per the theme of Redemption, Vindication, and Justification.

Part 3 also expands on the theme of Law Versus Justice. Max and Sarah debate this conflict, with the latter arguing social stability depends on trust in the law. Naturally, Max asserts that if the law fails to enact justice, the public will lose trust. In theory, Matthew could have been saved by the justice system, but people like the Paynes easily corrupt it. Entitlement is a form of justification: The Paynes and their peers justify their wealth as proof of morality—as it can bend rules, thus rendering morality pointless—when in reality, their wealth harms innocents like David and Matthew. David’s success in the face of such odds is meant to read as empowering, but is unrealistic. The law fails to punish Pixie and Hayden due to their influence, with informal justice manifesting as Nicky. Like the Paynes, he uses his influence to transcend laws.

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